♥Wednesday, September 3, 2008
and i was glad that i reunited with my family. but then after hearing the words said to others about me, i am so remnded about the awful past again. yeah i am the bad apple of the family but does that mean that i will forever be a bad one?
does my look remind you of criminals or sadist who derives pleasure from doing evil things?
yes i admit, i do smoke. but no i didnt smoke inside her house. i have my manners and no i am not a rude one to family members. and then the part about im a bad influence cuz im living with my boyfriend. tell me, do i have any other options? you give me shelter then, you give me food and clothes to wear then.
and its not as though i live there alone with him. there'es the mother, the brother and the five kids. you tell me is there even enough breathing space for me?
i would get a place on my own if i could. but i dont have the means. so get off my case already.
and yeah its true, i regret ever reuniting with the family. im sorry for being honest but im a direct one. not a hypocrite like some ppl. you guys can disown me for all i care i wouldnt bother anyway cuz ive been living without the family for years and i was happy.
beautifully broken: Wednesday, September 03, 2008