♥Tuesday, December 30, 2008
i wish i knew what was it that you wanted. ive tried my hardest to understand you n ive been faithful to you from the start. you went to alamak chat to find gerls. you contacted them behind my back. and when i found out you said that those gerls you knew a long time. but then i found out the truth and you said those gerls were just for back up in case that i leave you. what do you mean by that? you know deep inside that i would never leave you. that even thru the shittest of shits, i would still choose not to leave you. i admit, im a dumb one for not doing so, but my heart rules over my head. countless times my frens advised me to leave you. but i didnt listened. i stuck on to you. did you appreciate that?
did you appreciate the fact that i saw the good in you when others only see the bad? and the countless times you asked for a break up when you know that its your fault. you try to hide the fact that you did me wrong countless of times. i saw thru the lies. but i saw the love that you have. and i didnt give up. but until when do i have to sit thru the lies, how long do i have to go thru the pain of what you're doing to me?
i gave up my frens n family just to be with you. but do you see my sacrifice? i gave my own personal time n space just make sure you have yours. i gave my world just to be in yours.
haiz. girlfriend, only you know the full story. of how n why i stay on in this abusive relationship. i know i should go, but everytime i try to pack my bags and leave, i just could not. im sorry.
beautifully broken: Tuesday, December 30, 2008
