♥Tuesday, July 27, 2010
im so scared of being alone, in silence. Plus the TV's spoiled thus the 24hrs online. I NEED SLEEP but i cant sleep without you lah. Pfft. Im never sleeping next to you again when u come back so the next time you have to go i won't have this 'lost' feeling.
i REALLY REALY hate silence. there is just something that freakes me out about it.
about how i can hear a pin drop across the room, & the water droplets falling into the bucket from the carelessly closed tap in the toilet. how i can hear people voices downstairs mumbling. but the part which i hate most is hearing footsteps outside my door & thinking that it could be you, then running & checking the peep hole & seeing its just my neighbour. again.
then the thought slams on me, you hv just left. you hv to go to msia. how could you be here now if you're there?
why lah why your mum go & give birth to you there? we wouldnt be in this state if she didnt.
cepat lah bbbaaaaalllleeeekkkk.... with my goreng pisang, don't forget k Ddy.
again, let me remind you.
i just cant stand silence!!
beautifully broken: Tuesday, July 27, 2010