♥Tuesday, September 28, 2010
im fine thank you.. you too n thanks..
beautifully broken: Tuesday, September 28, 2010
♥Saturday, September 25, 2010
i feel like i am in pure bliss. being with you, is so different. so different from the rest. i can see and feel that i will be with you for the rest of my life. the way you treat me, the way you handle me, the way that we get through our fights and misunderstanding is so matured and reasonable.
i know we may have our differences, and i know that we are both so new to each other. but i love the way that you try to get to know me. and i love the way that you remember even the most smallest and slightest details. it shows that you really want and need to get to know me.
i love the way that even though you are a real man, you can be a girl too sometimes. at times you make me feel so secure and at times you make me feel as though i can let loose just as i do with a girl.
im so comfortable around you, and i feel so contented. i feel so appreciated.. at last God has answered my prayers. and at last God has given me YOU.
im glad, bersyukur.
thank you for just being you the way that you are. I love you baby. i really do, and i never wanna lose you.
beautifully broken: Saturday, September 25, 2010
♥Tuesday, September 14, 2010
okeh time for a serious update.
my boyfren is a sex maniac!
well i guess that makes the two of us.
i love him so much, esp his eyes. just a simple glance from head to toe and i would feel shivers that would last till even long after he has left.
and as i have said to my wifey Wanie, he gives me butterflies in my tummy like 24/7. and girlfren, im so sorry i paitao you. like AGAIN! I seriously forgot to inform you about the change of sim card, and i really2 couldnt recall your number,
i promise promise promise promise that i will meet you on your next off. really really ok?
i so love my sex maniac. very very much. harap berkekalan smpi ke akhir hayat ok darling?
beautifully broken: Tuesday, September 14, 2010
♥Monday, September 13, 2010
who r YOU??
beautifully broken: Monday, September 13, 2010
no
beautifully broken: Monday, September 13, 2010
nope, pink.
beautifully broken: Monday, September 13, 2010
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beautifully broken: Monday, September 13, 2010
♥Thursday, September 2, 2010
i guessed that this would happen. for another year, i guess i would not be celebrating hari raya. i wasted my time ordering shoes n bags n getting my hopes up. i thought you could at least help me buy my baju kurung, but no. you hurt me so much so badly when you said that i should get mine myself.
now that when i need you the most, you just pack your bags and leave. i never should have expected you to be there. i never should have let you hold my hands. n inever should have believed when you told me that we will walk through this together.
when monster told me to get out, you told me that we will work things out side by side. you told me not to despair, and that i will still get to celebrate hari raya with my pink baju kurung and all.
i thought i could be a girl again for a few days.. do my nails and perm my hair. doll myself up and enjoy the suasana berhari raya with friends by my side. but i guess, no. this year i will just spend it as i would spend any normal days.
and you told me that we would go search for housing together. but you just dump me here. told me to go by myself. go with friends. where is all your promises? where is your promise of holding my hands throughout everything.
i had enough of YOUR problems uh. about your stupid work permit, your stupid fathers bike. everytime its about YOU AND YOUR PROBLEMS. if it isnt about you its about your family. so when will it be about us? when will it be about ME?
you never ever bothered to find a place. sedang kan kau tahu seh monster cakap lepas raya we have to get out of this place. sebelum tu, asal kau taknak usaha kan? bila part family kau, kau sanggup buat kan ape2.
sudah lah.. kau memang manusia yang tak berguna. kau tak akan boleh tanggung aku. aku tanggung diri aku lagi mulia. you want a break off? you want to take your stuff? take and go. go far away from my life.
im sick of this relationship. im sick of sacrificing for YOU n your dumb family! yes i call them dumb cuz they are! hurl abuse kat aku yang tak bersalah!
i wish you would just die. if you dont die, i wish it was me who were dead!
beautifully broken: Thursday, September 02, 2010
