♥Saturday, December 11, 2010
i have been feeling so fucked up lately. like im stuck here, repeating over n over again the same routine like a spoiled cd. going over n over the same few lines until it all slows down n jams in the player.
work, breakfast, home.
work, breakfast, home.
everyday the same routine n everyday when i get home it sucks to the core. i hate being home due to some people that i just absolutely cant get along with.
so maybe that is why, when there were even the slightest hint that my picnic at Sentosa might be cancelled or even end earlier, i freaked out and burst angrily into a mad woman. i just need my escape from reality, i just need my sun sand n sea to sooth my painful soul.
so thank you baby for the big big fight we had and then finally all emotions coming out raw n real that made us understand each other deeper.
i love how fights just make you closer. though i do not love being in one at all. i love you boy, i do.
beautifully broken: Saturday, December 11, 2010