♥Thursday, May 13, 2010
it is always about your family. whenever we fight it is about them. even because of them kau sanggup ckp mak aku mati pasal aku. never once has anyone told me i was the reason for my mother's death. yeah i know what i did, but you dont have to blow it in my face. fuck lah, you did me for a solid two years siak. mane kau tinggal kan aku kt rumah dgn takde mkn n duit. kau sibok kt rumah tu pompan muker scrap. sibok makan sedap2 kt mac. mane kau ckp yg the couple tattoo we did resembles her. 'you are the brightest star in the sky' lah konon. masok dlm toilet just to call her. n not to mention the abuse i was put thru when i was staying at your parents place. and the bruises you left me both physically n mentally. frankly i had enough of you. left you for another guy for a good one month, you came back into my life with promises of change and a new life. but no, kau skrg pun sibok kt clarke quay. entah sibok buat aper dgn sape pun aku tak tau.
enough lah, i thinkk you forgot the bitch that i could be. maybe i should being one again. yeah, i think i should.
beautifully broken: Thursday, May 13, 2010
