♥Saturday, July 31, 2010
madah berhelah really just made the gate on my eyes just crashed. crashed by the tears that is running down my cheeks non stop.
as if it wasnt even enough that im already stressed over where i should take shelter tonight. so guys? where should i be sleeping or just spending my time alone tonight?
i dont wanna go over to friend's cuz im feeling so down that i just wanna be alone. i thought that she would at least be back by now, but no she isnt. if she was we could just have a quiet evening together some where like how we always used to do when that girl has to come over 26.
but i guess now i have to go through it by myself. the original way was by myself actually, so i do not know why it has to hurt this time round.
maybe i got too comfortable having a partner around.
why is it that she have to be the one that i love so much, why cant i get somebody else to feel secured to?
why cant i just feel secure?
beautifully broken: Saturday, July 31, 2010