♥Sunday, August 15, 2010
why must there be this need in my life?
do you too sometimes get this feeling? that things were never meant to be? that if you gave up, even for the slightest moment, that things would end n turn out disasterous?
its so saddening to know that even after so long, you'd never know what i want, what i need..
its so saddening that i still feel empty. the glass is always just half empty. its never full. and i will always have this longing in my heart that just never seems to go away.
people say that opposites attract. but from my point of view, its our opposites that pushes us further apart. sometimes i feel that you would be better off with somebody else. somebody that can please you, that is as simple, as oblivious.
in my dreams, you would turn up with a stalk of flower, even though you know that i dont like flowers.
you would be gone out with frens, then turn up with a surprise that you keep in your hands behind your back & ask me to catch you to get the surprise.
you would say, wait a minute, be gone & come back with a bar of snickers.
you would hold my hands, & wont let go even if i tried.
you would kiss my cheeks infront of everyone, & scream 'you know how much i love you',
you would sneak up behind me & hug me then whisper sweet nothings.
in my dreams, you would try.
but then, thats just a fantasy of mine. call me a hopeless romantic if you want to. i just want to feel cherished.
cherished.
i wish you could be my soulmate.
beautifully broken: Sunday, August 15, 2010
