♥Sunday, August 1, 2010
like i said in my fb status. slepping at the void deck was ok until it got too cold & i wanted to pee badly.
to think after years of experience, i would at least remember to wear jeans or long pants. but nooo... i didnt remember how cold it could get when the morning dew has started to settle..
how do i define ok anyway.. was woken up several times cuz my body hurt badly sleeping sleeping on the cold floor of the playground. cried several times, cried at my pathetic situation. n oh, did i tell you that i just heard some thunder?
usually at times like this, there would be someone to hug me to help keep me warm.. and when i was woken up due to some stupid noises or just because it hurt, somebody would be there to comfort me.. and when i started to cry, at my pathetic-ness, she would graciously give up her sweater for me to wear on top of my own, then say that its gonna be alright soon..
but no, not today. i cried n cried. till i fell asleep.. then was starlted by the noises of the night and started crying again till i fell asleep again. i would have fell damn scared if it wasn't for this huge cat that came to sleep with me.
i asked God to protect me, from being robbed, raped and even ghosts. i guess the cat was an angel in disguise, cuz even after i woke up after the final crying and fell into a deep sleep with drools and all, it was still there, just an arms reach away. not sleeping this time though but pruning its fur.
i said bye to the cat, stroke it and said thanks. for i had to head to the nearest coffeeshop.. wanted to pee so badly! now as im typing this, its getting colder.. the winds makin kencang oi.. and the sound oof thunder is getting louder. oh please do not rain till at least there is sunshine.. time check now is 5.22am. and its sunday. i still have 76% on my batt which is about 4hrs plus. and oh great, the first of the rain have started falling.
so i what wil i do after my notebook battery has died?? haix.. this is the part where im starting to cry again.. go figure.
beautifully broken: Sunday, August 01, 2010
