♥Monday, October 18, 2010
huhu. i love it when you get worried over me.. but seriously baby, it wasnt on purpose lor! fell asleep with the phone on silent! just look at our conversation and tell me how sweet he can get! my lovely matrep bodoh. how do i not fall in love with you over n over again...
at 8am in the morning Baby calls n msgs.. red is his smses and green are mine..
Aper dh jdi?msg tk reply col tk angkat..u kt aner sbenar nyer nie???
Pgi2 jgn uat hal tau u..
Baek!u nk maen gini nye game,nk cari kmarahan i kn..nw i show u..
(proceeds to off hp till 11am... that is when i woke up, he calls and i pick up, explained everything and he laughed.. after which we hang up n i read the msgs.. which i replied..)
Baby nk show ape kt i? =(
Tk jdi..sbb u maseh ade..
U nk buat ape sebenarnyer?
Tkde pape..nw i hapi sbb u ade..
(the thing he did was to switch off his phone actually.. haha)
Mesti lah i ada! I akan smpi mati ada kt sisi u. I kan da ckp, jgn sekali sekala pn ingat I jauh dr u. I da jatoh utk u, n it will b till my dying days.
Mcm ane i tk pkr bukan2,dgn care tibe2 u mngilang..mcm ane i tk tkut..i btl2 sayang kn u n tknk khilangan u dlm hidup i..
U tak akan hilang i. i wana b ur wife syg, i janji. Itu lah satu2 nya impian i skg tau.
i syg u lebih dri u syg i..tdi mcm i nk cabut dri keje psl nk cri u..nk tahu knape tibe2 mcm nie..otak i dh pkr yg bukan2..
yg bukan2 tu mcm mane? u nk ge carik i kt mane?
mane tahu u tibe2 dgn org laen ke..cari u kt umah lah or kt ane2 yg i snggp cari u..
naseb baby buncit i tk tgl kn i..
Sayang u..!! Nari mlm i tk wrk..i nk mase i kt u..aper nk jdi, jdi lah..
i tk kisah aper nk jdi..pnt ke ngantok ke saket ke..i tetap nk jmpe u jgk..
i tk mara u lah..i dh tahu cite sbnar nye..lega ati i..
u lah yg puteri dlm hidup i uat slame2 nye.. tkde pape akn terjdi pade kite slaen mati..
how worried can you get when i dont reply or answer.. i love your concern, and i love that you dont immediately get into a fight with me when there is a misunderstanding.. im glad that you listened first to my explanation and even could laugh at your own sillyness for thinking silly stuffs in the first place.. and im so glad that you could put your guy ego aside to show me how afraid you were of losing me.. your jealousy, your concern, your capacity of loving me.. it just makes me feel whole again.. you push away all the bitterness n loneliness inside of me..
just something on the side. i love how we communicate..
Baby said, after marriage n after getting a baby. hopefully i dont work nor school. but i said that i'd be bored at home then. He said that i wouldn't get bored at all if our kid takes after him n his playful funny ways.. i said if we're lucky our child would follow his ways! if our child were to follow mine then i'd be super bored! Why he asks.. n i said, cuz he/she would be sleeping all the time! and at that remark he laughed and shook his head.
we're always doing that to each other, n i love it.. =)
I Love You Baby.
beautifully broken: Monday, October 18, 2010