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♥Thursday, December 2, 2010


sometimes i wonder. why does writing to an audience soothes.. and then we post shit online and gets dissed sometimes and then get angry and write some more.. well seriously i do not care.

its been crazy lately. kicking the addiction & getting paranoid over the simplest of things. like an engaged home phone line.. or the missing cash.. and the dubious msgs received.. 

i do not know really whether its just me, or the cold turkey affecting me..

cuz i feel different. and i see you in a different light. maybe just maybe i liked it better when we were friends? no? or is it better now?

i hate being sensitive and crying or getting hurt over the slightest issue. but this insecurity doubled with the cold turkey is putting me on the edge. edgy and nervous and jumpy.

i seriously hate being that way.

my body is reacting in so many funny weird ways that i just cant stand it. oh please. 

Whoever that tries to get you to try for 'just one time' is fooling you. Its great seriously.
it relieves the pressure, it gets you to places you've never been (i think) and you forget for a moment.

but its just like pain that's put on hold. which will come back when you are normal again. so why bother in the first place?

oh but to be relieved of pain even just for a minute, is more than i could resist sometimes.

seriously. pfft.. im talking crap.


beautifully broken: Thursday, December 02, 2010

♥ One & Only.


no matter how long we exist,we have our memories-
points in time which time itself cannot erase. suffering may distort my backward glances, but even to suffering, some memories will yield nothing of their beauty or their splendor. rather they remain as hard as gems..



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